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i shaved my head and learned to love myself
i did some good for my mental health
i drink a cup of coffee every day
i broke my arm but i could still play
i started designing a new tattoo
i took a break to have a chat with you
i put time aside, i put myself first
i made a cup of tea to quench my thirst
i tried, i tried, i tried, i tried, i tried to let you know
that in this life, you’ve only got
one try, one try, one try, one try, one try
to get things right
so do what you love and write a zine
about all of your fears and what they really mean
or about all the things you wanna do
and then carry it across the world with you x2
i like, i like, i like, i like, i like
to kiss yr cheek
and i’m not sure what tomorrow brings
but i’m sure it’ll be
the best day of my life up to this point
cause every day i get to talk to you and share a thought or a bag of cashews a bike ride home a movie night, a day in bed, a reckless night, a day with you is a day spent right, a day with you is a day spent right, a day with you is a day spent right, a day with you is the best day of my life
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i like to ride my bike but every time, i think about how much you've cried
i realize that i wasn't what you needed
sometimes i think about how all these new people you meet
are nothing like me or maybe they're the same
but either way sometimes i cry
thinking about how i can't be there too
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being far away sucks the life out of me it's like pulling teeth or giving stitches, forcing myself to find out why i'm so bad at being alone
it's like falling down every time you stand up or like falling out of time
i'm learning how to be by myself, i'm learning how to be by myself
if i pretend i can't feel anything i always think it won't hurt at all
if i pretend i can't feel anything it always hurts a hundred times worse
being far away sucks the life out of me it hurts it hurts it hurts
its like falling down on black ice it hurts it hurts it hurts
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i order a drink you'd like, and i think of you all the time
i look into your eyes on other peoples faces and think about your cheeks
a hundred miles away or so my best friends eating a peach
a billion miles away they're singing on the beach
a vanilla latte with raspberry please red blue yellow grass is where you sleep
i skip down the sidewalk and i don't step on a crack in case you'd like to instead
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all i wanna do is sleep
and find my secret niche
blueberries and peach
and rainy
i still bleed
last night in my dream you kissed me
last night in my dream
i still bleed
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coffee and pomegranate seeds
morning after friday the 13th
visit from an old friend
and i dont know where to take them
the taurus in me
likes to drink whiskey
and get tipsy
and sleep heavy
you said you wouldn't kiss me
unless i brushed my teeth
after i drank coffee
but you did anyway but you did anyway
the aquarius in me
writes you a letter as soon as you leave
the only boy i wanna marry don't wanna marry anymore
i pretend that i am in love so I'm not bored
the only boy i wanna marry don't wanna marry anymore
i pretend that i am human and pick things up off the floor
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you describe me with a word i like
it sticks with me for nights and nights and nights
i wonder if you're type
what if we put arthur russell on in your room
what would you do if you knew
how many poems i wrote about you
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8. |
happy boy - country gent
01:36
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i am infinitely tender
to my lover
at the start of the summer
to my once lover
im filled with something
too crazy romantic
but i cant help it
i think about someone
i wanna be in love with
and call myself an artist
at the start of the summer
to my once lover
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