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Human Petting Zoo - Crazy Desire

from The Spirit of Youth by Human Petting Zoo & dreadrick



cried all night, just couldn't get it right
even though there was nothing to get
proving myself to invisible men
with knives for tongues, i'm in their debt

early one morning, woke up before the birds
i stood in the shadow of death
i'm letting go, for god's sake
of "i'm sorry, so sorry for being a bit crazy"

if you're looking for something outside of yourself
to tell you worth it you'll find frustration
as nothing outside of yourself can tell your worth it
you're alive, and your existence speaks for itself

she flipped her hair, i pretended not to care
as her magic got caught in the breeze
cursed with green eyes, i pouted around
wondering if i was even half as sweet

sat in silence, observed the sensations
building up in this body of mine
i've got that same sweetness, lovely uniqueness
i see it in her, in her soft alert eyes

so i'll relish in her sweetness and be at ease
take it easy when you start to tease
finding worth in just being me
being free


from The Spirit of Youth, released February 29, 2024


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