I wish I could say that I like being this way
But I still have my days when I do

But usually, I can't sleep, usually, I can't breathe
When the plans get changed
And usually, I can't see, usually, I get angsty
When you correct me on something that I say
I can't help that I am this way

I wish I could fall into a well
and stay there til I feel like I can speak

But usually, I'm crying, usually, I'm wishing
That you were sitting next to me
Cause usually I don't worry, usually I'm better off
When you're just next to me
When you're just next to me

I wish I could say that I like being this way
But I still have my days when I do
But usually, you're next to me, usually you help me to believe
That I am worth this life we're living
And usually you make me feel like I'm the person
I've always wanted to be